happy birthday steve!
here's a cake for you!
and it has hello kitty on it...
you know how us japs love herro kitty.

for the love of zeus
stop snowing!

fuck this
fucking snow.

have you ever wanted
jambalaya so badly
that you would squish a puppy?

not a cute one of course.

(ps--this one is not cute.)

squish. squish.

The Christian god is a three-headed monster;

cruel, vengeful, and capricious.

If one wishes to know more

of this raging,
three-headed beast-like god,

one only needs to look

at the caliber of people

who say

they serve him.

They are always of two classes:

fools and hypocrites...

Religions are all alike –

founded upon fables and mythologies...

It is always better

to have no ideas

than false ones;

to believe nothing,

than to believe

what is wrong.

--attr. to Thomas Jefferson

why do i kinda want these?

so, the deadwood's got this photo booth...

(ellen, me, and darcy drunk and photogenic on new year's eve)

i'm crafting it up at waloc 3 this year.
there's sixteen vendors.
i gave them my information and they still misspelled my design name.
whatever.
***ultraviolette***
will be selling messenger bags, jewelry, felt barrette creations,
screen printed holiday cards, and possibly some clothing and photography if i can manage to
get it together by saturday.
there's also an art show at the picador.
i will be showing work there as well.
it's crafty goodness week!
if you're in town, show up!
crafts, art, musics, and booze!!!
what more could you ask for?

what a load of craft 3
@ the picador
saturday 12/8/07
3 PM until 2 AM
music at nine

(i'll probably post some pictures of my stuff this week)

moar funny pictures

i know i'm not a dude but apparently i really want a morning glory urinal.
i just didn't know it until i seen it with me own eyez.

gorgeous!

(actually, check out this guy's work. he works primarily in
the urinal arts. that's pretty interesting. blam!)

there's lightning bolts in my chest

Halloween Pictures!


don't ask what i'm supposed to be.
let's go with daisuki, obscure wacky japanese anime character
who is a space witch that carries a special orange flashlight
with magical powers.
yup, that sounds about right.

me and zombie steve
(i did his makeup. he looks good with rotting flesh.)

i
heart
devotay.

i am 30.
I am 30.

hmmmm....i feel a little different. but that's just the part of myself that decided that it would be nice to feel different, i imagine. i am still me, of course. continuous me. throughout my teen years and into my twenties, hell, even when i was 29 (just three days ago) i felt like 30 was sooooo fucking old. you were doomed at 30. you're in it for sure. what exactly? not sure...adulthood i guess. but, i still feel the same more or less. i change everyday and yet not change. i evaluate my thoughts, feelings, experiences at varying levels every moment and then re-evaluate them. i think if anything has changed it is my ability to appreciate this fully. i feel like i've taken some things for granted. hell, i take most things for granted...it's how i can survive the day. if i didn't i'd probably be so overwhelmed with gratitude for everyone and everything that has impacted me throughout this day and all the other days of my life that i could do nothing but cry. and i'd be grateful for that too.

as cheesy as it sounds, each day IS a gift. my heart is full.